Being a secondary four student is so different, you're constantly feeling the pressure that you're sitting for a national exam at the end of the year. im starting to feel the pressure even as prelims are one month away. But i really thank God for my classmates. I used to not be that close to them and couldnt confide in them. Really by God's grace that my class is becoming more and more bonded. (: Even as we all work towards the common goal of olevels, i can see my classmates really doing their best. Im so proud of them that we are all starting to get serious. Besides, i can feel the encouragement and positive energy in the class. Although we have our down days, but everyone is cheering each other on. Seeing my class like that really brings a smile on my face (: other than school, i've not been doing much. it's the 40 days of prayer. Im fasting from fast food, facebook and twitter, and texting him. Well, i do miss macs, my social networking sites and him, but i guess without all these distractions i can focus on my studies better and have more time to spend with God. This journey towards olevels didnt seem so tough one year ago. But now even as each day go by, the fear of olevels increases. I've never ever felt so motivated to do well before. I wanna go SA. I wanna go uni and study social sciences. I wanna grow up and help others. But if i dont study, i cant get anywhere. Im trying but sometimes it seems like it just aint enough. Time is running out so damn fast. I cant remember the last time i could just slack in front of computer and tv and not worry about studying. well, 16th of November, im looking forward to you. When olevels are over, im gonna party like mad. and maybe work. im not too sure. :P oh right, i finally stepped down from cca. i really miss my teammates and my seniors. this bunch of people seriously know how to make me laugh until i can get a sore throat. watching the krabi videos they made for me when i couldnt go for the trip the other day, i cant help but smile and really thank God for blessing me with such great friends. (: i dont know where else in the world would i be able to find friends who would document about almost the entire trip so that i wont feel left out. hehehe. i miss them to the very max! kk, that's all for now. im just rambling alr. Blessed days ahead!
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